How Much Wait is Forever

The last trusting
The last suffering
How I get closer to you
When you push me far
How much is enough to let me die
How much is enough to make me cry
Never never never
If there not now then not to be whenever
Just a one more step closer to my shelter
If not now then not however not whatever
If not now then who cares if it meant forever
Far far far ….the trust is far
The shelter is far ..the comfort is far
Who see Distance  ‘ never agreed the roads meant forever .
Once broke , scars for forever
Once laugh , cracks for forever
Once close , memories  for forever
If not now then not forever
If once suffer, lose the trust forever .

                                -Nida Hasan